The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a Heaven of Hell, a Hell of Heaven.
Learn the rules, break the rules, make up new rules, break the new rules.
I’m stuck between wanting:
1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love
2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet
3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career